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Personal, negative, self harm, suicide.
overwhelmed with a feeling of just... hopelessness. Nothing matters. I have no future. Im just existing because of ontological inertia not because i have any drive to exist or live.
And now the only thing i feel is an overwhelming desire to hurt myself.
Maybe i shouldve just ended it a long time ago...
Anyone else get that feeling like "oh fuck im nearly 30 i wasted half of my life"
Like to be fair i guess growing up any time i had any passion to do something my family either mocked me or decided i wasnt serious and didnt deserve any help developing those skills.
Art, music, whatever it was always just "teach yourself. Im not gonna spend any money getting you proper lessons or equipment unless i see you doing the work"
*plays guitar for hours every day*
"Nah i doesnt count"
29 somehow. Nerd. Trans.
Honestly idk what to say about myself. 🙃
"She is a fucking dork" - my gf (2019)
18+ only coz i swear and get lewd and stuff.
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