Selfies, legs Show more
I have been successfully reminded that I claim to be a gam dev and yet I havent released any gams in months, so here is a quick look at some of the projects i've been working on.
GAMES I MEAN GAMES
lewd Show more
I make gams
kink adj Show more
I swear *every* single saturday morning cartoon had at least one of these, this wasn't like a single, formative moment this was *trained* into us
LGBT*I*(Q) Show more
Please write LGBT with an "I"
Let's not forget about our kin: intersex people.
And if you feel ok with it, add a Q. I know not all of you agree with queer theory and the whole values behind it, but I'd argue that we need to include them none the less
(Personaly, I define as queer, though I have to admit I don't know enough to be sure it fits who I am and/or my values)
kink adj Show more
A generation raised on "that one episode where the cartoon pals get abducted by a large animal who treats them like their young, and though they resist throughout and escape, always look back with a wistful longing which is Never Mentioned Again".
dysphoria Show more
idk, i can't tell you the future... but my impression of self-image is that it's something that takes a certain amount of weird bootstrapping.
you have to learn to identify those moments where you feel a little bit better about yourself and celebrate them, and identify those moments when you are being cruel to yourself and take time to admit you're NOT being fair to yourself.
you ARE worthy, and though others might help you see that, only you can actually see it.
A Ghost Story (0017) Show more
“Jamie,” the ghost murmurs.
She approaches, closer than she’s ever been before, hovering inches from me. I feel the air grow still between us. I shut my eyes tight. I wish she would hug me, but I know she can’t, and that thought brings on a fresh wave of tears.
“Oh, I can hug you,” she says, as if she heard me.
I look at her in shock. Before I can react, I see her reach out, and push herself forward. And slowly, I feel my body warm, and my breathing slow.
I close my eyes.
A Ghost Story (0016) Show more
I try to speak, to tell her. Instead, my legs buckle, and I fall to my knees. I sob for what feels like forever as I replay fifth grade in my head.
Meeting her on the second day because she’d broken her wrist the weekend before. The shyness in her voice. After school in her bedroom, working on homework with the door open so her mom felt okay about “having a boy over.” The kisses we snuck anyway, near the end.
And then the hospital smells.
And then the long, slow ending.
systemic violence (obliquely), autonomy - but self-actualisation/self-image +, lukewarm take alert Show more
i needed to remember that the government doesn't have access to my identity, nor can it make me any less trans, or any less real.
and their recognition of me, though it affects material conditions (and for many less privileged than myself it affects material conditions drastically and dangerously) it cannot cut at my core natures.
my body and my standing are accessible to them but not my haecceity
cool bracelet i got, also i shill for a friend Show more
wait i realised i hadn't posted a picture of this yet!
i commissioned a friend to make me a bracelet in demigirl flag colors. i'm hyped on it!
their etsy shop is here: https://www.etsy.com/shop/DragonWolfCrafts/items
usually they have cool cheap trans color keychains but it looks like the listing sold out, but they're super responsive by email in my experience
Question for AMAB trans peeps, hrt, nsfw Show more
For those of you who haven't gotten grs, how has HRT affected your penis? I, well, have a big dick, and while I don't have genital dysphoria, I would love to wear skirts and leggings and stuff without "OWO NOTICES MY OWN BULGE" being a common occurrence. I've heard some say they got smol peener due to hrt, but is that universal? Common but not universal? Rare?
cozyposting Show more
A soft spot to sit and say words if you need to, or just soak in the quiet if that's what you prefer
- - , discourse musings Show more
Niccce been reading the horrible accessibility takes and getting really worked up over composing a reply means i'd quite like to cease to exist ideally for about 8 hours please
Love too be put back into that angry desperate testosterone-urged debate mindset that made me feel so happy as an adolescent
selfie, sorta eye contact in mirror Show more
some "I stayed up way too late but I got some shit done in the middle of the night" selfies.
I make gams
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