everytime I get to be alone in the workshop I want to crossdress and feel sexy and wanted and fuckable. I might be able to do some work but then when I'm done I don't want to change, so I spend too much time in this state, sometimes till morning. My biorhythm is fucked. I'm afraid it's some kind of addiction (porn and masturbation is often involved). I am unable to see what is 'true' and what is 'burning out'. How to have it under some kind of control? I want to work too.
If you are designing a simple website that's is 18+ and NSFW, what html or technical measures are available to somehow exclude the minors - or at least ages where straight-up in-your-face pornography would be damaging to a certain group? In other words, how to "tag" a website that it is intended to adult audience?
I showed my SO myself in black tunic/dress. If I could sense anything (I was scared) I perceived her reaction as half 'what is this weirdness?' half 'oh idk, i don't see it'. (she said it's too open on the sides, looking seductive - not like something thay would seduce her)
I'm heavily resisting any drama. My first line of thought is 'i was not really acknowledged' and 'I should pretend it's nothing' and 'maybe this can work out if I'm totally confident and give zero fucks' (although I'm not!)
after a year of lurking, feeling this account has a chance to be more active.
I'm closeted demiflux (static male + fluidly femme). often hornt & lewd. underwear fetishist.
feminist in uneasy tension with hypersexualisation imagery and pronography addiction.
i want to write about it more, make my journey relevant to others but also have a selfish outlet to release the steam. would love to compare notes too.
artist by day.
And I wonder how my desires and practice of crossdressing transforms if I stop consuming porn completely. There's a part there that is connected to that hypersexualized image of women bodies, but there's also a part that is connected to... vulnerability ? Sensibility, gentleness? I don't know and maybe that's a part I can slowly explore, wait it out, to see what happens.
After previous weekend I faced my porn addiction. Watching online porn is pretty much a waste of time and it messes with your head and erotic imagination, what turns you on, etc.. I'm quite certain of this. I'm tired of hypersexualization and objectification of female bodies. It's mostly gross if you really think of it. I don't want to stuff that shit in my head, although I might relapse but really I don't want to do that anymore. I think /érotisme/ can be so much more.
Hi, happy to be on girlcock.club. I'm teribly hornt a lot of time, and I might post some of my own photos of different body parts. Properly CWd of course. Please let me know if I'm overstepping some boundaries in the local community.
I'm interested in inter-human communication here and looking forward to engage in community.
closeted demiflux (static male + fluidly femme). hornt & lewd. feminist in uneasy tension with hypersexualisation imagery. artist by day.
NSFW, 18+ ONLY
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