cuddly sadist @mitsumi@girlcock.club

cuties: "been fantasising of you a lot, is that creepy"

cuties: "when I'm in a bad place I kinda have your voice in my head telling me good things, is that weird"

Hell no darlings, this is v validating, it's my place in life, what I'm here for, do dream of taboo dirty things that I'd do to you and I'm serious, do think of why I'd remind you you're a good person, I would and I'm serious.

The good and the lewd were in you all along, use my image to find it 💕

I started alt this to celebrate the beauty of transfeminine bodies by posting tasteful nudes of myself.

It pretty much instantly degenerated into me bringing myself to orgasm on camera and hitting on any queer who interacted with it.

& _then_ it got lewd.

Hello sweet things, I’m a loving fluffy sadist and I’m hungry. If you’re trans/queer and can reach my area, I _will_ domme you, cuddle you, or ✨ both. Curious cuties please see the guide: https://namakajiri.net/Ms/guide-for-new-subs

kissus 💋

i should pin trans girls

was going to write "I should pin this toot" but this^ came out instead and I like it better

things I wanna do to every subby cutie who comes my way, intense

you didn't think I'd show all this and not get worked up right

posting this err to demonstrate how orchi clit looks like in an arousal state. yes that's the reason, for science

http://imgur.com/a/CIWW0nC

this is so pretty: bondage with black light ropes

(rigger Angela Nawa, black light artist Beo Beyond, via http://www.beobeyond.com/ )

Trying to find if that Hello Kitty ball gag is still available made me think of the kitty room in Ōsaka (Adonis rabuho), y’all seem that? Dunno if it’s still there, but it was glorious:

https://www.flickr.com/search/?user_id=43607831%40N00&view_all=1&text=love%20hotel

I mean I get the appeal of consensual non-consent, pre-commitment, I understand what draws ppl to chastity, orgasm denial, finances control… but at this level it’s a tad too extreme, not for me rly. A vow to love unconditionally til death? Even if they become abusive or s/t? That’s some hardcore disavowal of future consent. Forsake all others forever, no matter how feelings shift and blossom? Not comfortable imposing this level of sexual denial even to willing subs

dear goddess it’s full moon, time to double the P. I really hope progesterone is not actually doing anything to my libido cause if this makes me even hornier I will just go full Sappho and become too gay to function

I’ve talked before about why etsy crafters quickly became my favoured BDSM supplier, despite fluctuations etc. (https://girlcock.club/@mitsumi/105252768267969093 ).

I have a sub with a slender neck, and even on the smallest setting collars tend to go kinda loose, which is not how they like it (most subs, really). was brainstorming this with a crafter, not only she said she’d customise size but suggested adding a velvet layer inside to make it both tighter-feeling and comfy

I probably can't prepare enough without a practice bunny at hand, damned living arrangements, so this would have to be explored in a spirit of mutual practice more than D/s, shibari-style ends up like crap if u aren't careful with every. single. knot. I mean every single wrap and friction, not so many knots in this.

We can just go full weeb, cultural appropriation be damned, and I put my J yukata on cuties about my size...

now I'm thinking whether my bunnies would want me to go more "shibari" on them (to the extent that this distinction means anything, it's textbook exoticisation really, but when a scene starts to nitpick in defining things, they end up making it exist).

as currently understood shibari would be a lot more time-consuming, more intimately erotic than bdsm sexual. then again some bunnies aren't so sexual to begin with (*cof* also, cypro exists)

thinking of my favourite cishet bondage art photographer, Araki Nobuyoshi, and his feeling that stayed with me the most, esp. in light of the extreme tenderness palpable in the exhibitionistic photo essay of his wedding night, and of how early his wife died soon afterwards:

"The reason I like tying women so much is that I don't want them to go away."

(quoting from memory, guy's a beast has like 500+ books,won't find quote again so easily)

Hmm found a remote toy with good reviews here and which seems in line with what I want. It has a shock button though. A surprising number of these have electric play functions actually, I wonder if it’s that popular.

I can just resist the temptation and not click the shock button I guess. Surely none of my subs would want painful shocks from the inside, now would they?