i'm getting better but it's difficult
it's honestly kind of amazing that i ever hooked up with anyone considering that i've pretty much never been capable of stating directly that i have any kind of desire for anything at all
i used to be really uncomfortable with my sexuality
like, specifically, i felt like having testosterone in my body (i didn't understand that everyone did) contaminated it and made it so that i can't really experience sexual desire in a way that was complete or meaningful, and i needed to purge it with hrt in order to be someone worthy of that kind of attention
Aoife / 22 / she/her