Fuck I've got such a headache. Only slept 5 hours cause I had to have a difficult conversation with my (former) crush.
Turns out she wasn't picking up what I was laying down, despite my being flirty and lewd and saying I had a crush.
The true gay girl experience is having incredibly intimate conversations and explicit conversations with someone and still being like "I don't know if she likes me."
This bit is def leaving a sour taste in my mouth, moreso than the rest of the conversation, because it's like "You think I would give this much attention and adoration to just anyone?"
Girl's out here thinking I'm just gonna princess carry, fawn over, and offer to top all of my friends? Fuck nah, only folks I deem special enough get to see me at my very best.
Do wonder if she didn't notice cause all her other buds are treating her like a princess, which, what a fucking charmed life if so.
One day I hope my stupid monkey brain will stop latching onto smol bottoms too 'pure of heart and dumb of ass' to see me as a viable romantic partner, cause it's a miserable fucking life.
Godddd I gotta stop thinking about this but like. I find it mega funny that I've talked about visiting her and doing "gayyyyyyy shit" with her and she was still like. 🤔
Def joking about going full U-Haul lesbian cause we're just normal buds. Def joking about getting you a gown and taking you to pound town cause that's precisely, 100% a thing I would say to a bud.
Like, shit, how can you not fucking notice?
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